Thursday, 19 February 2009

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  Choices in Life

  Sometimes I would like to have my life fast forward and see what will happen to the things that happened or happening to me today.  It was a relief looking what I've managed so far.  I have gained strength and wisdom in time through personal outlook and friends who have been with me in every steps.

  I would like to think through going forward some factors that affect the choices we made in our life.

  I would like to ask myself why are we putting so much restrictions and conditions on who are we going to spend our life with.  What if we just simply give ourselve without any doubt?  Is thinking too much about what will happen in the future is in fact altering the course of our life?

  What if the one that we had could be the one that is simply the best for us.  What if we let it go thinking that it will not work out.  What if the  condition does not really matter after all?  What if the condition or the situation can be altered. what if the conditional becomes unconditional. What if it can be learned. what if life matters and that you ought to live with someone you just let go.  What if there is a chance to alter that and change the decision would you rather act now and do something about your future or would you still look for another person who you think will be best for you?

  What if there is no future? Or what if the future is not the the one that we expected it to be? Is it that we create our own future? If we want it beautiful then we can make it beautiful.  Therefore, we'll just be happy for the rest of our life not thinking about these what ifs.  What if it does not really happen?  We cannot really tell the future then why are we so worried about today that we are stopping things to happen for our future? Why can't we just let things be just the way they are or why can't we just live happily ever after by starting by what we have today? Aren't we happy enough?  Is there more than enough? We only have a few years to live and sooner or later we'll end up saying have we done enough or have we regret any? Time flies so fast and the agony of thinking whether or not something is possible will find its own reason.  Would you rather stop things and wait for things or do something?  Are the reason for differences a reason for misunderstanding?  Are there way for reason to openly flow through anybody's intellectual wavelenght.  Does it matter if we're not born with it? I'm sure all things can be learned only if we want to. If we are not leaning towards it then we have closed the space to learn.  I think I just want to keep on thinking but at some point in time, we have to stop to make decision and take the risk.

  Does anybody need to prove something before it can be known? Knowledge is not something that we keep it is something that we share.  What is then the purpose of living without being open to all the knowledge.  Having the intelligence does not mean being smart.  Is intellectual adeptness a reason for one to require a proof before knowing something.  Why did we end up in a society that is complicated where we are bounded by rules of dos and donts?

  There will always be eccentricities.  We don't have to solve all these. if try to solve these today, we will end up frustrated for not just trying to know about it.  I guess we are just guided by our values and beliefs most importantly.  However, as to what decisions or future to take, it is simply upon our freewill.  Is there any other force that influence our decision being swayed to lean from left to right?  Maybe the more forces, the more possibilities that we need to analyze. 

  I would like to post the lyrics of the 100 years song by Five for Fighting (for SmallVille). it is so true and time flies.  We cannot keep up with it.  We just go along with it and we absorb what we like to absorb based on our filters.  People have their own filters. I hope their filters will not reject us somehow so that people can connect freely and learn more from each other without dampening our soul or being.      

  I can say that sometimes the filters of life can somehow delay our growth but sometimes it helps us to make smart decisions.  I would rather have these filters to guide me through my life.  The values and beliefs that help us to identify what is good and right for us.  This is the foundation that keep our feet on the ground without being less of a person that we want to be.

  I'm 15 for a moment
  Caught in between 10 and 20
  And I'm just dreaming
  Counting the ways to where you are
  I'm 22 for a moment
  She feels better than ever
  And we're on fire
  Making our way back from Mars
  15 there's still time for you
  Time to buy and time to lose
  15, there's never a wish better than this
  When you only got 100 years to live
  I'm 33 for a moment
  Still the man, but you see I'm a they
  A kid on the way
  A family on my mind
  I'm 45 for a moment
  The sea is high
  And I'm heading into a crisis
  Chasing the years of my life
  15 there's still time for you
  Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
  Within a morning star
  15 I'm all right with you
  15, there's never a wish better than this
  When you only got 100 years to live
  Half time goes by
  Suddenly you?re wise
  Another blink of an eye
  67 is gone
  The sun is getting high
  We're moving on...
  I'm 99 for a moment
  Dying for just another moment
  And I'm just dreaming
  Counting the ways to where you are
  15 there's still time for you
  22 I feel her too
  33 you?re on your way
  Every day's a new day...
  15 there's still time for you
  Time to buy and time to choose
  Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
  When you only got 100 years to live
  

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